eff you see kay ! understand !?
like finally. i've found out the truth. i dun care how much issit true, but, i'll trust myself and not you, no more.

just fck off, you effing liar. can't believe i actually BELIEVED you all this while. ah sheesh, tht must be like... the WORST mistake i can ever make! to trust and believe in a liar? tsk. way beyond pathetic.

but then again. you tink i care? tsk. seriously, life's been a fag to me recently. eh, act abit more like life can anot? quit being a fag and making my life pathetic la. -'-

okok. i'd enough of you and your bullshits. im quitting.

IM GOING OUT. DUN LEMME SEE YOUR FACE, FAG. YOU'RE LIKE.... NOT EVEN THE LAST PERSON I WANNA SEE. tsk. seeing you just ruins my day.. and tht may include the rest of my days too. ahh whatever. tsk. pissed.

what can i do.
- the outing post will be postponed to some other days -
- once a procrastinator, forever one -


idk what am i tinking now. idk what's tht i really want now. i dun understand. why somethings happen. why somethings dun. why why why. haix.

is it like... the emo season or something now? why am i getting so upset recently over super ridiculous, meaningless stuffs. i told myself to get over it, dun give a dam anymore. but why can't i do it? thiz iz shitz!

haix. if only i knew what's going on. why why why!

can someone stop me from emoing? okay. that's super ridiculous. but whatever la. this is embarrassing but.. i nid help. seriously. but then again, i dunwan anyone to help me. HAH. contradictions.

maybe i should just go get a life.

urgh. screwed-up life.

i love you all, alot !
went out today wit mah gudgudgudgud sistas !

but im too lazi to update now. tml or some other days den update.

byebee.

i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that don't bother me
i can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
i'm not afraid to cry every once in a awhile
even though going on with you gone still upsets me
there are days every now and again i pretend i'm ok
but that's not what gets me

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was tryin' to do

it's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
but i'm doin' it
it's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm all alone
still harder
getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would trade give away all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken

what hurts the most
is being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was trying to do

not seeing that loving you
that's what i was trying to do

what hurts the most.
nothing makes much sense.

you made a choice, not a mistake --
you gave me a fear i cannot shake.

they were your actions, not mine to stop --
they were my emotions, not yours to drop .

and i'm sorry that it's contagious,
i should have warned you about the crack through my heart.

you sucks, no, like seriously!
you only appear whenever you needs my help. when you dun, you'll disappear like ~poof~ totalli ignoring the existence of me.

wtf you tink i am.

haix, cuiiii~

you treat me lyk trash; trust me, i'll treat you the same in return!

fag. -'-

sad.
there's nothing you can do about it.

cos it's too late.

i dun get it.
sometimes i hope i could just understand you. but, i just can't seem to be able to.

sometimes i hope things won't turn out complicated, but i can't prevend it from happening.. why do shitz always happen to me.

because of you, i'm afraid of many things. esp your constant lies.

guess the only thing i could do now is, accept the fact and move on. (:


- you're realli an invalid choice. or maybe it's just me. -


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thanks;
okays.. i wun elaborate much bout wad happened ytd as im freaking lazy now, as i wann to go to bed like... now! , cos i've jus returned home. okay it's mainly just some complications in mah stupid screwed up life.

but really, i wanna thanks my one & only BELOVED ~ CHERYL ~ for helping me thruu! and really really helped me. hahas, thanks alot alot. me loves you ♥

and, thanks - for accompanying me when im down! ♥

and of course, those whu cheered me up~! and especially my parents~! for helping me, altho i know im like super irritating la... ♥

really, touched by you all. i realli appreciate all the help!

never forgetting... those who i've caused some lil idiotic probs to, IM REALLY SORRY ! i dun meann to drag you all down, but im really sorry cos i din expect shitz to happen so randomly...

while for the prob tht's been stressing me out recently, i hope it'll get solved once and for all SOOON. i just hate leaving things dangling. adds on stress only! may as well just clear it for good. (=

okay, i go kun riaos.

NITES.

* me loves you *


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first post?
okay.. like finally my blog is back. decided to change my addr for whatever reason. tsk, but im still lazy to blog.

today's an exception! cos i'll roughly update a lil'

- 5 sept -
super long ago de, i know. was before exams, went to jurong library wit some classmates to do some revision. orly, revision, yarly. i DID study..... maybe a lil. aiya, lazy elaborate~ pictures shall help do part of the talking.


pretty neat eh?


duno wad was i doing. & someone looks kinda gayish here. x=


daniu and me. twist! ^^v


aiyo. dan n jx.. play play play.. study la! x=


sibei hardworking, tyty.

pics taken by mclyne my baobeii! tht explains why she's not in any of the pics.

- 9 sept -
yups, thts after the papers. class outing! watch gforce! woots; ya la ya la, sian bo pictures. why i nv take pics on tht day? idk, cos i forgot ask mac to bluetooth gimme. im lazzyy you seeeeee! okay, a total of 16 peeps went. super nice lah! as in, wa steady seh! 16 go lehs! funfunfun. fun until i lazy describe. cos no pictures. lets move on~

- 13 sept -
went out wit my bestbestbest sister aka cheryyll ! did alot of catching up wit her. and thanks for giving me advices on certain issues! me will jiayou de! me loves you ♥! must meet up more often la. hehe~!


cute cat earring bought by cheryl for me! waa~ super touched can! hahax. really, thanks alot! ♥


♥ me & you ; you & me ♥


JJ ~ cheryl ~ me ! hehe.


super random. guess the location. HAH.

okay lahs, bo pics update riaos. baaii!


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