Rewind.
hiii. firstly, jus wanna say my saturday wasn't all that gud, but wasn't that bad either.. (=

went out, happy♥ . raining heavily and fiercely. weather's been bad lately. feeling very cold lately. haix..

nothing much happened.

im still trying to find out whats going on... but somehow i get the feeling tht maybe i shd stop trying to find out, maybe it's better off not knowing so as not to make myself so miserable anymore... just leave things as it is? i can't do that either. haix.. seriously, im lost. i really really am lost now. im sick and tired of trying... but giving up hurts the most. maybe you shd tell me wad to do now..

urghhs! it's alrdy the month of nov.. yet why can't i even get it clear wads going on! going 2 months alrdy!! urghhs.. im such a huge failure... haix...


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written on my near-A4-sized notebook which i treasured since few years back. but, since i can't seem to be able to find ani other notebooks... therefore i used it. i duno whether there'll be animore stuffs for me to add on to page 3.. but i guess not, for now. dunnid to squint your eyes to see wad's written. my camera's not tht gud to capture wad i wrote as my written text font is too tiny. all were written just now. i feel... empty now.. yet i duno why... it just feels so soo empty..

memories that'll never be forgotten. i'll always remember. it's you and me.