Tears.
sorry i can't be perfect . i can't be the type of person you want me to be. no matter how much you lecture me, i'll still remain the same , for i'm like this . this is me . nobody can change me .

yes , i'm stubbon , very. and i'm not ashamed to admit that fact . i've a way-beyond fucked up attitude which can't be cured . i've a pretty screwed up perspective bout life too . but well , this is me .. you may call me useless brat or whatever , but den again , i don't really care . life ? hah , dun ask me wad's life . to me , life's shit . and i think tht i dun deserve to carry on this pathetic life of mine . if im able to donate my life to someone whuu wants to live longer , i'll be more than happie to . but too bad , there's no such thing as donating life , haha . ^-^

all i wan to say is , you deserves someone better . is there any point carrying on with someone who always tink about dying soon ? no , no point , no point at all . for i'm too much of a fucked up person. mayb im destined to lead a solitary life . (=

no words can explain how i'm feeling now ....

i just wanna be left alone ... for now ........