Heartless.
You barely know me at all. 'cos , you're just beginning to see the real me.

genuinely me, without the mask tht im tired of putting on. tired. tired. very tired.

gimme a break. i dunnid your daily dose of lies to kip myself alive, so please, stop feeding me wit it. i tink i'll die even faster wit tht daily dose of crap.

saying "i love you" , is definitely a lie. i did not prescribe sweet-talks to be one of my daily dose of drug, so kindly strike that prescription off, thanks. :)


i hate that i care wad you think, i hate myself for caring. :)

hating the bittersweet memories your name brings. i hate remembering. i hate change. i hate how i always seem to be cold these days , but that's the real me. im cold , wit a heart made of steel. i hate when people ask wad's wrong when i dun know & dun wanna tell .

i hate missing someone whu doesn't care. i hate feeling constantly empty. i hate people who can't stop lying. i hate people who sweet talks. i hate big talkers , whu speaks, assure, promise like hell lot , but does nothing bout it. i hate people who always think of excuses to cover up brokened promises/mistakes. i hate those sweet stuffs people do for me so as to lessen their guilt of doing stuffs they shdn't be doing behind my back. i hate everything bout you. i hate knowing tht i can't hate you. i hate the fact tht i still insist on hating you.

i hate tht i'm so bad at hating & i hate tht i hate.


if only you knew . but evrything's too late. i've given up.

not gna share anything anymore, so dun probe me bout anything. let's be selfish people. :) that'll be better for us. selfish. perfect.

i dun see why shd i share my daily life wit you, when you dun seem to even bother. and, why shd i be the only one sharing? wad abt you? hmm, like the saying goes , leopard never changes its spots. :) guess you're that leopard yah? :) perfect.


yes, emo & kaopeh like always. that's vonnnn for you!