Hypocrisy.
Taking a break. i need a rest. i can't take it anymore. i can't tolerate you & your lies anymore.

maybe it's time to search for our individual happiness , our own path.

'cos in the first place , we're not even meant to be tgt.

everything has an ending, it's only a matter of sooner or later. but i chose to end it sooner. so there's no need to suffer any further.

been very draggy since months ago. maybe i shd really harden my feelings and make this 1 choice, once & for all.

been harbouring this thought since dec. its time.

guys, are all the same.

they're just bunch of liars whuu lusts & not love [when they say they love, that's obviously a lie. :) ], manipulative demanding creatures whu're dam egotistical, narcissistic and so god damn sociopathic that it makes me sick. [yes, they're sociopathic cos they dun share any stuffs bout themselves at all, they hate chatting to their own gf , they'll find ways to shut the gal up cos she's being way toooo noisy , or they'll prolly pretend to listen but actually thy're not paying attention AT ALL. well in other words, ANTI-SOCIAL!] and not forgetting , selfishness [doesn't share a single fck wit the gf. not even their whereabouts or wad they're doing or how's their day. & yet they expect the gal to share EVERYTHING wit dem? FUCK OFF ! tht's how dam irritating guys are ! you can't help but agree wit me.]


and yes, im still the very unreasonable , ridiculous gal just like before. well, if you love me & still expects me to change , i only have 5 words for you. FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE :) .

if you really love someone, you wouldn't wan her to change, cos you're loving her for whu she is wit no complains. yes, love me for me.

if at any point of time you realise im asking you for a change, better be mentally prepared. cos i dun really love you anymore? :)


oh, and go ahead complain to everyone bout me & my fucked up attitude. spoil my image & name for all i care. i wouldn't care anymore y'know? why ? 'cos , i ain't gonna be wit you anymore. so it doesn't matter :)

'cos i'll be living a brand new life , wit brand new people whu know nuts bout me. yes , that's the best part i like the most, to begin a new life. :) and i'll take things slowly so as not to taint my name by having idiots complaining shits bout me to his frens!

hehs. one thing i can say for sure, i hardly complain shits bout you to others [the most i did was to blog my feelings up]. reason for not complaining shits to others ? oh, i dunwan people to have bad image of my bf. but since i nolonger feel tht you're my bf, maybe i shd start COMPLAINING shits to ALL my frens just like you did ! [but, i wouldn't bother getting myself so worked up the moment i mention your name. soooo , whatever *roll eyes*]

& thank you v.much for all your love, care & concern all this while. but i know, it's all an act. cut tht hypocrisy. lets get back to reality. :)


*thinking...thinking...thinking... in a myriad of feelings now. brokened once, twice, thrice, countless. you've hurted me way beyond. have not recovered from previous wound, and yet you dealt another few blows to my heart. and that's how my heart stopped beating for you.*



goodnight people. gna have fun at work tml, forget all the bad stuffs & start afresh. :')


` love is a lie ;