Lost & Insecure.
can u tell me , why do i feel soo left out and neglected lately ?

why do i feel so sad today ?


issit only me , or you're really verii far from me now ?

issit only me , or do you not care anymore ?

are you being together wit me just for the sake of being together ?

or do you feel this way ? or is there something more to it ?

haiz.


you've nothing to say to me , i've alot to say to you yet i can't , cos you've no interest to listen to my boring self-stories ... i've lied to you alot lately , i wonder do you too ?. what's going on wit us ?

i feel very sad each time i lie .. but i just duno how to and what should i do anymore .. i feel lost ..


sometimes i just wish , things will go my way.




- days spent staying up till late nite , thinking thru the past and things abt us . insomnia. -


* do you know im feeling verii sad ..? im realli verii sad ... ='(
* do you know i realli love u alot ..? do you know ..? =(


[sometimes somethings are best left written in my diary (of self-thoughts). or mayb bottling it up in my heart ...]



i realli love you alot .... my dar ..