Concealed.
You told me there's no point telling you how i feel.

i always tot you wana know how i feel. now i finally know the truth. fact is you don't wana know. you told me there's no point in knowing.

you questioned me, "what's the point ?"

i told myself in my heart, "well actually... there's no point in knowing how i feel... cos... nobody cares. and i thought you're the special one who really cares bout me... am i wrong..? i duno anymore.."

you questioned me, "what i wants you to do inorder to change my thinking ?"

i told myself, " actually... you dun have to do anything. cos evrything lies wit me. evrything's my fault. i've no rights to do anything."


now my question is, do i still have the rights to feel sad? am i allowed to feel sad?

this post, is blogged whn im in tears. but do you care ?

not anymore, after those harsh words i've said to you.

i'm sorry, evrything's my fault. and it'll always stay this way.

i'm a huge fault to begin with.





a fake smile, hides a million tears.